During these nights of anxiety, I keep praying and listening to my inner voice and makes me feel I'm secure. Processing things is my way of thinking that life is how the way it is and twisting things may affect your inner peace if you allow it. Sometimes we come across our quiet fight, wherein in the dim light corner of our sanctuary, we found our own light.
I realized that I carry my life at my own pace, enjoying the moment and filling the gaps in my own hand doesn't mean I need to lower my values and respect myself. I understand that we may encounter things beyond our control and set of mindsets, and thinking such into a deeper analogy is a pointless thing caused as an individual our decisions may vary based on logic or emotions.
I'm allowing myself to breathe, to recover some pieces of myself, and feel everything at the same time. I'm trying not to set unrealistic standards, learning that change is rarely a single moment when everything suddenly shifts, but rather a period in which we learn, adjust, and improve.
I deeply respect those struggling with their own hurricane but manage to take a sip of coffee with poise and calm. They tend not to tell anyone, and be at peace, and have some energy to spare to take care of themselves while inspiring others.
I realized that when God is in your heart and soul, no huge mountains can block your way to attain your goals and heart desires. Yeah, it may not be a smooth path to take but you will be amazing one day cause God putting things in his way to allow you to become YOU with his grace. To be willing to unleash your potential by following his journey and simply live your life here on earth with contentment not because you settle for less but keeping your eyes on FOCUS on the things that he wants you to be.
Everything here on earth is temporary, and dwelling on superficial things will fade its luster that is why keep ongoing. Let your shine be visible even to those far places and beyond.
